Summer is almost over, can you believe it? My garden is struggling this year. We moved it so it would get more sunlight but the soil sucks. And then there is watering. I have dropped the ball on that one a bit this year.
Ashlyn is making her pressence known a bit more lately. I don't know why. Maybe because I am trying to 'normalize' my life too soon. I don't know. I just know that I am out of sorts more lately. I cry alot. I wish she was here and worry about where she is. I worry that she is all alone. I know that an older person could walk on to wherever it is people go but how does a baby get there? I hate the thought that she is lost or 'stuck' somewhere. But there is no way to know anything.
