It is pouring rain, again. This past week has been so depressing because of the rain and gloomy skys. Yesterday was the 2 month anniversary since Ashlyn died. I don't know how I will handle next month when she will be dead longer than she was alive. I am trying to get more sleep. The doctor put me on pills but they don't seem to work very well. It still takes forever to get to sleep. I am still waking up in the middle of the night and now I am groggy all day. This just sucks.
Saturday will be the memorial for lost children at the Alberta Children's hospital. We are going but I don't know how I am going to handle it. I miss my baby so much.
